♥ vision of me and four ♥


musicopulation.
March 31, 2009, 11:52 pm
Filed under: carefree

i cannot swoon but i can gush, gurgle, and dream.

it’s a pity pictures are painted pretty but they rarely are. i will love the beauty as long as i can pretend it is beauty.



slow down.
March 29, 2009, 11:18 pm
Filed under: photos

i realized i haven’t posted pictures in a looooooong time, so here are pictures from singapore, sydney, and perth.

(:
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old wounds.
March 26, 2009, 10:32 pm
Filed under: love

in the woods deep in the recesses of my brain i run and run and run only to find that i’m running around in circles. in my mind’s eye your image is burned across it like a heart on fire yes mine, mine, mine, fuel for your fire i wonder when will you stop loving me. i know you love me more than he did, she did, they did, and even in those miles between us i can feel your smile when i call you and it warms my heart so, but how can i make you feel mine. my love warms no hearts, my love is a quiet love, i fear that if it burns too bright it will die out. yes i love you, i do, and there will be no promises of eternity but only your gentle knowing that my love is a light that will never burn out.

i love you C.



with reach to the sky.
March 25, 2009, 10:14 pm
Filed under: complaints, love

all the other men and women don’t look as good as you. i roam the streets and all i can think about is you, you, you, like an obsessed schoolgirl, i get impatient when you don’t reply promptly. i wish you would understand that all i have inside my mind and heart is you, you, you.

i love you C, with all my heart. i wish i was there for you, but i can’t. 95 days.

love you love you love you.



sydney sydney
March 19, 2009, 6:52 pm
Filed under: love

i love sydney so much i wanna move here next year. how i wish you were here with me, driving us around, kissing me, making love in a random hotel, eating all the glorious seafood, and us alone in the city just walking and getting lost together.

sydney is beautiful. but it’d be marvellous with you, love.

i love you adisuwiryo. know that i love you and only you.

(:



confessions
March 12, 2009, 1:14 pm
Filed under: confessions, love

hi adisuwiryo.

did i ever tell you that you’re a dream come true?



there is no one else.
March 9, 2009, 3:18 pm
Filed under: love

every time you beg me to stay, a little part of me dies inside. i hope we pass this test.

the days crawl, but the years fly by.

i love you, adisuwiryo.



the pieces fit.
March 1, 2009, 8:27 pm
Filed under: joy!, love

happy two months baby. (:

the days crawl, the months run, and you know the years will fly past us.